Nothing Like today

Have you ever looked back on a day and wondered what it was for? I've had many of those days. More lately. Seems like each day turns into another and another with no real sense of accomplishment. I hope for a day where I feel fullfilled and accomplished. Living in a relationship where yet again I feel like I have to make concessions and sacrifices all because of fear. How do you hurt someone? How do you hurt yourself? Since I can remember I've been hurt and hurt myself along the way. People keep telling me they wished I would see myself as they see me. How do they really see me? What is the truth? Is it all just fluff to "make" mee feel better about myself or is it the truth? I tell people stories sometimes, so why wouldn't they do the same. It's not like I can suddenly start always telling the truth it's how society is. So how can you trust when someone is telling you the truth? Ever? I mean if you think about it really how many times a day do you lie? When you're late, when you forgot to do something or when someone needs to hear something positive even when you know that it's not something true. I find that to be quite sad.