Sunday, 20 March 2011

Gone too Fast

So today I realized it is March 20th, and where has the time gone? This time last year I was planning on moving into my new home, I was learning a new job and enjoying my new friendship with my now fiance. However this year...I'm enjoying a new nephew, LOVING my home, but sad at the realization my roomate Jen is going home for the summer. I'm going to miss her so....Jen has taught me the true meaning of a woman's love. ( and not romantic you sicko's) I mean what it really means to be a friend. How important a true female friendship is in my life. How I wish I had 5 more friends who I could rely on, feel close to and know really KNOW, she loves me. I love her....I feel like she is one of those people who will never judge me, and will always tell me the truth. She knows all about my life and she will support me in my future. I'm scared that I will lose touch with her when she's fully gone. I vow to work my hardest to ensure that doesn't happen. I plan to drive to see her as often as I can. I know when I need her she'll be there, and when she needs me I will be there too. I can tell you there was a time I was so scared of her, I was scared because I didn't know her, I'm so perticular about my home but I learned very quickly she is even more so. She was accepting of my fiance and even though he basically lives with us has NEVER complained about him being here more then he's not. She has enhanced my life ten fold and I will never be able to tell her how much. I can try but words just can't express how I feel about her. I am truly blessed to have her as a part of my life and I hope she will always let me be a part of her! I love you dear Jen....and can't wait to make many more memories with you! Trust that I will always have time to spend with you!

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